state of loneliness

guess what
nothing has changed
every body seems like so unfair
so far, so far, so far
everything changed but no me
all of them smiling without me


i told you i'm gonna be ok
what a lier, what a fool
i never trust on myself
why would you trust on me anyway
i wanna be happy, but it's so hard
dont wanna leave you behind
missing you is all that i have
even if i cry with you in my head


guess what
nothing has changed
every body seems like so unfair
so far, so far, so far
everything changed but no me
all of them smiling without me


those smiles,
those words
they are so mean
why im still enduring it
right now i'm facing my truth
without you here there's no more love for me
you were the one who loved me
you were the one who felt me
my precious company in this fuckin world


guess what
nothing has changed
every body seems like so unfair
so far, so far, so far
everything changed but no me
all of them smiling without me


one month and i'm still asking the sky
why, again, why
without breathe
your last breath, your last hand
i'm starting to feel sick
where do lonely people go
when there's no place for them?
i'm trying to smile
but no one's answering me


nothing has changed
without you
nothing has changed
wanna comeback?
why are you so far, so far, so far
wanna smile again
i'm trying hard
but there's no help


here i am
feeling alone
completely alone